Thursday, October 29

Don't quit-Success waiting

Assalamualaikum


When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing ou down a bit,
Res, if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many of failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out,

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuckit outl
Don't give up though the pace seems slow
You may succed with another blow

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clounds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst 
that you must NOT QUIT



Credit to : ellezada

burst out crying while type this post.  

Monday, October 26

Flatlay Tragedy

Assalamualaikum

Well gaiss I wanna to share my badfunnieh story while doing my flatlay today. Those who doesn't have an idea what's flatlay...... Seriously dude google it..and there's like a lot on my ig too..check it out hahaha

While I'm enjoying doing flatlay this morning.. It's soo much fun..who doesn't love taking a picture right? And suddenly couple of cockroaches approach me.. Me that time berdiri atas kerusi terus menggelupur dan jatuh.. Haha 😂😂😂 yeayy not funnyyy

Lucky me, I wasn't standing too high like usual me. Kalau tak mahu mahu masuk hospital kuantan.... But still alhamdulillah I'm safe but I hate cockroaches..

Like seriously!

Saturday, October 24

I'm dissapointed

Assalamualaikum and hi!

This is just a random post. Now I'm typing this through my phone because my lappy....emm..he's not feeling well sobobsob I can't opened him I don't know why.

I want to share about my bad experience about hired a I think professional photographer cause yeah in my baby brand beautiful and clear pics something like compulsory lah kan. If we want to create better image of our brand so we have to give a perfect details, like beautiful pic for example.

I paid him for RM 250/hour for one session. Not including the time to get change. Plus total tudung 11 color. Instant lagi tu. Oh not to mention the cost for makeup artist and transportation. Cost me around rm 400 lebih kurang. I'm a student. RM 400 tu pun pikir banyak kali tau..sedih. yelah bukan dari orang senang boleh minta sesuka hati dengan parents.

So I expect lah dia professional if he's having something yang tak betul ke, I mentioned to him like a thousand times "gambar okay take,  lemme see it" he's like "don't worry gambar cantik, pandai model posing and stuff, hurry get change".

         And the session end

After 3weeks I'm the only one who keeps reminding him and asking him about the pics. 3weeks too long gais. I'm the one who hardly to speak roughly to others, and I said I'm dissapointed with him. And tomorrow night he sent me pics through dropbox.

You gues whatttt.... The pics totally disappointed meee...i don't know how to described my feelings. The pics like a biasa biasa not really gah macam dekat ig dia. I just wonder it is true that it's reallyyyy his masterpiece???

             I'm wonder

Friday, October 23

bored


Assalamualaikum



Exam is just around the corner! I don't know if ive been prepare for my exam because now im writing in here despited doing my calculus.. still feeling bored with same schedule in here hahahaha.. you know like classes, assignments, projects and stuffs *nangis

Lets go to main point, you know, in here we're far from town, bandar kuantan. I think it takes like 40 minutes driving a car. and there's no cool stuffs in here, at first i feels kinda weird because pekan was our prime minister birth-places kot but the almost of facalities in here not-so-really impresivessssss to me.... shhhh...don't talk to others aboutr this

I just hoped that the uni will built one new and cool places in here to chillin', while doing assignments....something like a mini coffee places with a great internet connection and perfect scerenery to take an ootd...something like ruang emmmm.??  is this too much??

I think im now kinda addicted to coffee, i love the mocha like seriously i love it. i love the tastes of the mocha type *forgot the name from starbuck , it feels nice and refreshing. but not now because of boikot plus i don't even know where the starbuck in here..



and now im bored

bye!


Thursday, October 22

Dear Friends

ASSALAMUALAIKUM



Now I'm sitting at my lazy couch, just back from my classes yeayy..lately people (my dearies friends) keep asking me how to be motivated? how to keep positive, she or he always have like a first impression towards others people which is always bad thaught. I don't know why they've been asking me that type of question.. 


But, In my opinion


First and foremost is always keep positive.  

  Yesss I have my own issues, everyone does, but there are so many things in life to be thankful for. ins't??? Despite of having fast-paced and sometimes tiring days, my life is still really wonderful and I wouldn’t trade it with anyone’s. Just think the meaningful things happens for you in a day or mybe past even the smaller one. Just think of anything! like your work was stressful but lunch was really good, you've bought a new handbag last week, your son cooked a meal for you. anything! and of course, the positives have to outweigh the negatives, so three good vs one bad. Pretty soon, you will start to pick up the little happy things in your daily life and realise that the bads are never that bad.


Second things

Never comparing your life with others  especially those portrayed on social media, that they forget to just focus on their lives and really open their eyes to the beauty that God has given them. Look around and tell me there isn’t one thing in your life that you’re grateful for! Whether it be your children, or good health, or your wonderful husband, or having a job to pay the bills or just simply having a roof over your head, always remember that there are people worse off and that we are very very lucky. And I hope you are saying Alhamdulillah for everything too. Never compare your life to someone else’s because God has different paths set out for each and every one of us. At the end of the day, we’re all meeting at the same point.


Allah SWT has given us life, the life we're living, and is it 'nice' of us if we wished we can have another person's life?



Be grateful, that's all it takes.

Smile




Monday, October 5

Embarassing day

Assalamualaikum!





I know I should be sleeping right now, since i have to wake up to study for my test tomorrow. omg got test for tomorrow! but i think i should probably throwback huge accident petang tadi. lol

So, biasanya hari isnin hari relax lah juga because i just got 2 classes. Calculus dan softskills dan biasanya pukul 1 dah habis dan dah balik bilik untuk zohor dan take a nap. lah sangat. and I woke up at 3pm..tadaaaaaa... 

Apa lagi kemain rushing solat zohor dan breaklunch pun belum lagi. Kebetulan setiap hari isnin dekat ump ada mini-bazaar untuk student. So setiap hari isnin lah hari boleh merasa macam-macam makanan, Cheat-day lah katakan bhahahaha

aku dengan konfident siap pakai lense dan bedak pergi ke bazaar...tapi dekat bazaar aku macam hairan lah kenapa lah student2 ni,tak kira lelaki or perempuan toleh sekali dekat aku lepas tu toleh lagi sekali lepas tu toleh bisik-bisik, senyum senyum hahaha .. aku pun buat bodoh je lah alaaa bukan tebal pun bedak aku pakai ke diorang nak usha aku...hehehee

otw balik beli makanan , aku selisih senior ni, perempuan, dari jauh dia usha aku kemain lagi, bukan muka aku tapi usha baju aku..aku pun baru terpikir nak pandang baju....thennnnnnn bila aku tengok je baju aku, Ya Allah baju aku pakai terbalikkkkkkkk...memang nampak gila terbalik kott.....aku pun gagah melintas juga depan dia nasib tak buat-buat pengsan tapi bila part nak naik tangga bilik lutut aku dah lemah..... Dunia rasa kelam.. malu pun rasa tak tahu nak letak dekat mana..*sebakkkk



Sampai bilik aku menyumpah dengan diri sendiri


Sunday, October 4

Let's not fall in love

Assalamualaikum
 
 
haa cliche tak tajuk? malam ni nak tulis something yang jarang untuk aku luahkan di media sosial, facebook memang tak lah. blogger more private. I keep it only for myself. Lagipun siapa lah yang baca blog aku pun. nadaaa
 
 
My darls texted me, she's like one of my real sister sebab dah lama kenal, since sekolah Kelantan. kitaorang ni outsider (bukan dari Kelantan) so we became close, better than anyone. This not-so-important thing haunted me for a long time.  As she's from Kelantan tetibe she's remind me of HIM. Honest to speak I got this one-sided relationship, I think for over seven years old. means dari aku 16 until now aku masih suka dia eventho I'm that time in relationship lol. At that time, I adore him, too much, but this kinda adored feeling turn to love. Serious talk. Imagined, for over 7 years ive been loss contact almost with everybody, but not him. sadis gila. 
 
 
Like a song lyrics, ....." What you get when you fall in love? a guy with a pin, to burst your bubble. That's what you get for all your troubles...I'll never fall in love again...." 
 
 
I don't know why my heart is broken now padahal dah lama kan. Mybe I'm expecting something from him. Since he finished his studies and just back from london. I don't know. and I think further my study like an option lah untuk faces reality and mybe build me a new one. Change a new environment, friends, places is something that honestly quite hard for me. 
 
 
But, I think my life still have a long-long-long journey. Now, just focus for my bachelor 
;')
 
 
 
 
 
 

Friday, October 2

When your parents not around

Assalamualaikum
 
 
rajin tak aku hari ni????wowottt... Two post in a day was something unusual for me. Last time I wrote double post was like...emm 3 years ago if I'm not mistaken..
 
 
We've been received this picture from my family group of whatsapp.
  
 
That the reason whyyyyyyyy 
 


hahahaha! whattttt????

As  he's now stay with my brother, Han whos in his semester break. Because my dad and mom both at Vietnam right now. I can tell you that amat, he's really really really really hyperactive boy and he loved to watch this "American Ninjas Warrior" on tv and then he like to copies all the jump whatsoever that make us freakout you know.


 I called my bro and talked to amat and youguesswhat, he's just laughing and telling he's doing his rountine, 'pako' and got hurt. Lucky, he's not seriously injured. alhamdulillah..

Butdon'tyouknowhowworriedwe're???????
 




Goodnight peeps




Its Friday finally

Assalamualaikum

Salam jumaat semua

Ya Allah cepat rasanya dah masuk jumaat. Sebab sebenarnya masih terasa lagi nikmatnya duduk di kampung minggu lepas. Beraya sama sama dengan keluarga dan kawan-kawan ..alaaa taknak lah stress..jadi disebabkan hari kelas cuma satu je, pukul 10 tadi jadi petang ni sangat-sangat lah free. sambil update belog, sambil rasa angin pantai uolss.. dapat pula bilik level 2, memang kelasss sangat tiupan angin tu..

So, disebabkan aku adalah newcomer dekat kawasan pekan ni, so aku tak tahu apakah tarikan di kawasan ni. Yang aku tahu ada pantai, dekat pula dengan bandar kuantan. Seriously yang lain aku tak tahu, so........anyone here know well about pekan or kuantan can you please tell me pleasee, ada coffee place or cafe yang cool cool tak? I'm really interested that kind of things....me with my darls planning to out from ump and seek around, hey we already got a car but don't know where to gooooo....hehehe....

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