The last year

Hi guys

So new entry in 2019?

It's been a year without any post, omg I miss my blog, really.

So, The time has indeed come for my time as student to as we called it as final year. There's so much ups and down so much failure that I've been faced- I am so privileged to experience all.

2018 was a rollercoaster journey of self- discovery. It feels like all this time, I was struggling to keep myself alive and balanced. My heart was empty wasteland, constantly trying to filled by influence of others.

2018 also I leant to open my heart to not hold my emptiness and it's okay to cry all day along. And not feed myself my sadness for too long. And in between, I learn to love myself. Actually, I'm lucky because I had a few friends who always support me in whatever I decided. Thanks Wawa, Atul, Nad and Atiqah.

I did want to at least post some of my unforgetful memories but later, it's late already.



So what's in 2019?

My num 1 fans haha

Being grateful

Assalamualaikum

Looks what topic that eager me to write here instead of doing calculus and preparing an important presentation due on tomorrow!!!

I found out this topic interesting juga (wehh hang takda modal lain). the question is what's like to be single ? when your bestfriend already married? forever aloneeeeeee

kahkahkah


This kind of situation, I have faced it. I mean it. I'm 25 will turn to 26 inshaallah soon, people around me, with their good intentions, I'm sure, will always be like " inshaallah, soon, you're next who get married", my paklong, maklong even some of my kakak2 always ask me to find my life partner aka husband. They said I should be worried at least, ok I admit it, well sometimes but my parents didn't bother about it. My mom said that we are all blessed with different thing. Some people are blessed with early marriages, some blessed with kids and happy family. Some people blessed with amazing careers. Some people blessed with health. Some people blessed with wealth.
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The point is, we are all blessed with different things.You know, Allah is very very fair. Allah hasnt given you a husband but I blessed with others that I always remind myself to always feel grateful at least.

You know, I'm already blessed with so many people that are in my life right now, my family and my friends then why should I wasted my time and energy complaining about something that I dont have in my life, when I already have these amazing people in my life.

So if you're going through something difficult right now or you've been waiting for something to happen or have been waiting for someone for a while and you don't know if it's coming anytime soon.  Why don't we flip the lens and focus on towards what we already have instead on focusing on something that we don't have.

Time Capsule, again

Hi!

Yeahhh I need to admit that the Tube Time Capsule, Sg. Lembing was one of my favourite place if I want to calm myself.  Since this is the nearest, and this place has no hustle, suitable for who loves peace and calmness like meh but little bit scary because the tube surround with jungle, so don't ever go alone hahaha

I asked Diana to company me because yeah she's really easygoing, tak kuat merungut and she's matured enough to handle the unplanned plan. and of corse because  I love her. Sesuai sangat sebab tengah jiwa kacau lol. One capsule that time RM 114/ night only if I'm not mistaken, full package inc free bbq jiran depan. lol.

We arrived at 4.00pm , check in and after that we mingle around the village, jambatan gantung, buy lots of food and maggi for dinner. Nothing interesting because that time hujan. So we have to cancel our plan to rent bycle and sightseeing around the village.

That night, we just go out to have our dinner then this one group asked us to join their bbq. Bbq okay, everythingsss looks tempting. ok tiber lupa pasal maggi. lol. Thank youuu stranger for being kind o us, offer the damn delicious bbq.

Wakeup like this, lol

The famous and historic Sg Lembing bridges

Actually, need to drive around 15 minutes to arrived to Sg. Pandan Waterfall

We hiked Caras cave, Sg. Lembing but I loss the pictures and video, tsk tsk.. nevermind. I've fun to set myself free, sometimes. with someone that I love. This semester will be the last semester for diana. I guess I will miss her, a lot. 

Till next time.